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pauraque ([personal profile] pauraque) wrote2025-10-29 01:06 pm

The Only Good Indians by Stephen Graham Jones (2020)

Ten years ago, four young Blackfeet men went hunting on land that's meant to be reserved for elders, and accidentally shot a pregnant elk. Trying to make up for their transgression, they swore to use every bit of her meat and hide, with nothing going to waste. But years passed, and the last piece of meat lay in the back of someone's freezer, its significance long forgotten... until two months ago, when they finally threw it away. Now the four men find themselves stalked by an entity that's bent on vengeance, blood for blood.

Wowwww this book was so good. It's grounded deep in the realities of contemporary Indigenous life; the character studies alone would be worth the read. It vividly paints the ambivalence and complexity and frustration of feeling drawn to tradition but also disconnected from it—fumbling towards it, or trying to hold it at arm's length. It's a story about how the past comes back to haunt you, both the deep past of your ancestors and your own mistakes that can't be taken back.

The style is intense, visceral, and raw, moving quickly as the hunters are hunted down one by one. It's part creature horror and part revenge thriller, as you get the perspective of both the humans and the elk-entity. She's a fantastic villain, playing the humans against each other and driving them to madness, but also an empathetic hero of her own story as she metes out her own form of poetic justice for what was taken from her. The conclusion wasn't what I expected, but I found it very satisfying.

The book has graphic gory deaths of people and animals (including dogs) so I wouldn't recommend it to everyone. But I'm not much for gore myself, and I found the violence essential to the story and not gratuitous. I'll definitely look for more of Jones' work.
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pauraque ([personal profile] pauraque) wrote2025-10-27 12:15 pm

pictures for October

row of bright red trees along a dirt road contrast with a partly cloudy blue sky

more fall colors [8 photos] )

Last weekend we visited the VINS nature center, where they have a bird rehab program. Birds that can't be released back to the wild are kept for educational purposes and can be admired by the adoring public.

birds in captivity [14 photos] )

birds in the wild [2 photos] )

insect friends [2 photos] )
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pauraque ([personal profile] pauraque) wrote2025-10-25 11:58 am

The Shore (2021)

In this Lovecraftian horror game you play as a man who's been shipwrecked on an uninhabited island and separated from his daughter. While searching for her, he discovers evidence that many other people have been lured here before him and have been enticed to do the bidding of eldritch horrors. So when a mysterious voice in his head promises to help him find his daughter if he just does it a couple of quick favors, well... what could possibly go wrong!

on a gloomy shoreline, a dead whale rots in the foreground while an eldritch beast lurks in the fog in the background

Full disclosure: I was not able to finish this game because it gave me motion sickness. This does happen to me occasionally with first-person games, but usually only when there's flying or swimming, so I did not expect it in a game where you're just walking around. I played about half of it and watched a Let's Play for the rest.

The game certainly looks great, especially when you get out of the real world and into the eldritch realm. It's like if Cthulhu's interior decorator were H.R. Giger. Unfortunately, I found it was mostly style over substance.

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The Shore is on Steam for $11.99 USD, but GOG currently has it on sale for $3.49 USD. There's a VR edition too but I don't have the gear for that.
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Mark Smith ([staff profile] mark) wrote in [site community profile] dw_maintenance2025-10-25 08:42 am

Database maintenance

Good morning, afternoon, and evening!

We're doing some database and other light server maintenance this weekend (upgrading the version of MySQL we use in particular, but also probably doing some CDN work.)

I expect all of this to be pretty invisible except for some small "couple of minute" blips as we switch between machines, but there's a chance you will notice something untoward. I'll keep an eye on comments as per usual.

Ta for now!

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pauraque ([personal profile] pauraque) wrote2025-10-23 12:21 pm

The Good House by Tananarive Due (2003)

Two years ago, Angela thought things were changing for the better as she reconnected with her teenaged son and estranged husband. But then her son's sudden, unexplained suicide tore her life apart again, just as her mother's suicide had in her own childhood. Struggling with her grief, she returns to the house of her beloved, long-deceased grandmother, who was a Louisiana Creole vodou practitioner. Angela never believed in magic, but the more she discovers about her family's tragedies and the other strange events in this small town, the more it seems that her grandmother may have awakened a powerful and malevolent force that has been stalking her family for decades, and that only Angela can put it to rest.

I've read and enjoyed some of Due's short stories before but this is my first time reading one of her novels, and it didn't disappoint. Her deceptively plainspoken prose style belies its incisiveness; a hard-hitting line can sneak up and get you right in the gut. She has a great ear for dialogue and inner monologue. The book uses many POV characters to explore the plot from different angles, and every one feels like a fully realized person with their own voice. I especially appreciated her ability to write teenagers who sound like real teenagers and not an adult's idea of how a teenager thinks and feels.

It's a longer book and takes some time to set up all the moving pieces. But once it gets going, the plotting is tight and reveals happen exactly when they should, gradually building from weird events that could have a rational explanation to full-on supernatural horror that shatters Angela's beliefs about reality and herself. The scary parts of the book are scary not just because of what's happening, but because of what it means for these specific characters and their understanding of their world.

The one element that didn't hold my attention was the love triangle between Angela, her estranged husband, and her old high school boyfriend. It's not poorly written or anything, and it makes sense for the character and her arc, I'm just not the right audience for this kind of romance subplot where the lead has to choose between love interests. (Though I do think the author knew what she was doing in allowing her horror protagonist to be sexual and not punishing her for it, and was intentionally playing against sex-negative horror tropes and against stereotypes of Black women's sexualities, so in principle I appreciated what she was doing even though the way she did it wasn't my cup of tea.)

I was kind of ambivalent about the ending, which felt like punches were maybe pulled a little too much?
spoilersOnce Angela wins the battle against the evil spirit, time is turned back to before her son's death so that she can do things differently and save his life. I understand wanting to give her a happy ending after all she's been through, but I think it might be too happy and I felt it undercut the horror. We'd already established by then that Corey (the son) ended his life because he knew the baka (evil spirit) was about to force him to kill Angela, so it was actually a heroic end and an earned redemption for him, considering that his reckless attempts to use his great-grandmother's spells were how things had gotten so bad in the first place. I think it would have been enough for Angela to meet Corey's spirit when she meets her grandmother's and to get a chance to say she understands now what he did for her. Like, I'm not trying to be mean to the characters, I just felt it would have been more consistent with the themes of the book to reaffirm that sometimes the consequences of your actions can't be undone and you can't just use magic to fix everything.

But aside from that, I enjoyed the read and I'd like to check out some of her other books.
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pauraque ([personal profile] pauraque) wrote2025-10-21 11:58 am

A Thousand Beginnings and Endings, ed. Ellen Oh & Elsie Chapman (2018) [part 1]

After taking the summer off from book club, I am rejoining for this collection of Asian folktale retellings by Asian authors. It was nice to see everybody again plus a couple of new faces!

Apparently nobody liked the book they read while I was gone, so I guess I dodged a bullet. Everyone seemed excited for the new one and liked that we finally found one with author's notes.


"Forbidden Fruit" by Roshani Chokshi

The spirit of a mountain falls in love with a mortal. )


"Olivia's Table" by Alyssa Wong

A second-generation 'exorcist' comes to a haunted town in Arizona to cook for the Hungry Ghost Festival. )


"Steel Skin" by Lori M. Lee

After an android uprising, a girl believes her father is an android in disguise. )


"Still Star-Crossed" by Sona Charaipotra

A young woman is stalked by the reincarnation of her mom's dead boyfriend. )
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alierak ([personal profile] alierak) wrote in [site community profile] dw_maintenance2025-10-20 10:11 am

AWS outage

DW is seeing some issues due to today's Amazon outage. For right now it looks like the site is loading, but it may be slow. Some of our processes like notifications and journal search don't appear to be running and can't be started due to rate limiting or capacity issues. DW could go down later if Amazon isn't able to improve things soon, but our services should return to normal when Amazon has cleared up the outage.

Edit: all services are running as of 16:12 CDT, but there is definitely still a backlog of notifications to get through.

Edit 2: and at 18:20 CDT everything's been running normally for about the last hour.
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pauraque ([personal profile] pauraque) wrote2025-10-17 11:00 am

The Last Door (2014, 2016)

This cosmic horror point-and-click was released in two "seasons" of four episodes each, which I believe were produced as Kickstarter funding allowed. The two seasons together comprise a complete story.

Set in Victorian Britain, Season One follows Jeremiah Devitt, an alumnus of a remote boarding school where he belonged to a secret society performing occult experiments. As an adult, he receives a cryptic letter from a former classmate, but by the time he arrives, the classmate has died by suicide, prompting Devitt to investigate. Season Two follows Devitt's psychiatrist Dr. Wakefield, now investigating his patient's mysterious disappearance and the true nature of the secret society and the hidden reality it has uncovered.

an oak casts a dark shadow on a red building and is silhouetted against a sepia yellow sky

This one is sleep-with-the-lights-on scary. Lots of suspenseful sequences and expertly timed jump-scares. Something horror games can do that horror movies can't is to make you decide to keep walking further into the dark hallway where the creepy voice is coming from, and this game really leans into that. There were many moments when I found myself creeping forward inch by inch, dreading what was coming but knowing I had no choice but to press on. I loved it.

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If you really want to be scared this spooky season, I highly recommend The Last Door. It's available on Steam (Season One, Season Two) for $9.99 USD per season, but GOG (Season One, Season Two) currently has both seasons on sale for $3.49 USD each.